1 My son, if you receive my words and treasure up my commandments with you, 2 making your ear attentive to wisdom and inclining your heart to understanding; 3 yes, if you cry out for insight and raise your voice for understanding, 4 if you seek it like silver and search for it as for hidden treasures; 5 then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God.
proverbs 2:1-5

Lord give me the heart to search you... give me friends that will help my walk towards you... give me joy and peace!
i pray for my mom and her health issues.. be with my dad, and protect him from harmful things, be with my sister as she flies back, be with my family. Bless our family Lord.. I love you Lord.. in your precious name i pray ~Amen...

so i started reading proverbs.. i like this book, cause i learn a lot from this book.. its new years.. 2005.. i thought to my self, how am i going to live this new year.. just like the usual days? or do something actually worth doing.. becoming strong christian, walking towards him... everyday... not just once a week where i read my bible.. i really need to work on that.. But yeah its a good feeling that im actually realizing how bad shape i was... And would like to start a new great year closer to God..